Sometimes I go to my blog just to listen to the EPIC playlist it contains. I have to say, I like it a lot.
I have three loves and my three loves have three dreams. These three loves of mine have helped me grow and expand my mind and my heart. Other people have love for my three loves but nothing will come in between the love my three loves have for each other.
One Love: Photography. It’s dream is to travel the world and capture the essence of life and being that will just take your breath away and give you a push to open up your mind and make a change in the world.
Two love: Cinematography. It’s dream is to create moving visuals of the pure essence of life and imagination that you can just lose yourself in and go off into a far away world.
Three Love: Graphic Design (my newest love). It’s dream is to use its art to convey a meaning that only it knows yet creating millions of different meanings for anyone to look upon its art.
These are my three loves of life. They are me. I am them.
Girl with the tattoo I see you and I see deeper than the ink
I won’t hold you to your past so don’t put your past in front of me
Not gone say forget your pain and move on cause I know it’s not that easy
That pain matures our mind and weighs heavy our hearts
We hold on to that pain cause after a while it’s all we have that feels familiar
Different faces, places, situations yet it all ends the same
So we wake up everyday and try to hide from the rays
Of these things called “emotions” that seems to cast its light over everything these dayss
I have to admit I was basking in the light of your smile as I opened my eyes to your glory
And now I still find myself trapped in the moments of your last kiss
I’m not the best when it comes to this, it’s been a long time
They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
So I guess I will say my heart was just looking for something
And that something was presented when you wrapped your arms around me
And it brought on a chain of wonderful events at the wrong time
Yet there is no perfect time but we delay it all to feel more in control
And find out what it really is and what will it be
I stepped out of my usual and showed you how I felt
But it was the wrong way to do it so you stepped away
And left me, one who has the habit to over think everything,
In a state of confusion, you like it but you don’t want it
So I am busy with this stop and go thought process of when’s the time right
And when is it wrong, what’s the right words to say and what is to much
You told me to chill so I did. You told me to slow down so I did
Too much of a good thing I guess.
I have to go about it all in a way that won’t freak you out or run you away
I have to go about it, hiding how I feel and what I think
I have to go about it like my cool sly alter ego
Evils for a greater good?
Things are complicated and there are certain steps to get things on the right path
This pursuit of happiness has a three step process and the road isn’t looking paved
But I know this… I’m down for the ride where ever it takes me
Our love is a caterpillar let’s nourish, wrap it up and let it blossom. Every time I see your eyes I find butterflies deep inside me and I fear the day you say goodbye to me and realize I lost them. Woman from that day that I said hello and you replied back with not that much charisma, I knew from then on you were that glimmer of sunshine that will set my soul on fire during the coldest winters. You might not feel the same about me and don’t worry I have already accepted that, I just want you to know that one day I will give my heart to you and i’ll never ask for it back.